I'm totally love this movie.. "the music is everywhere, all we have to do is listen"

z.e.r.o

Yeah, just like I guessed before, my structure & grammar mid-test's score is really bad. I must say ZERO for that. The worst mark ever for my favorite class.

I knew I'm gonna fail at that test, I didn't prepare well & couldn't concentrate during the test. So much to think. Too many work & assignment must be done within that week, especially office's things.

It's not really zero, actually. But, for me, if it's not an A, then it's a zero. Even worse, I think I'm not gonna pass this semester with high grades.

I won't let it happen.
Will I..?

Today, Rama comes to Palembang to promote his book Blind Power: Berdamai dengan Kegelapan. I know nothing about it until Wulan told me. It's so nice to be the last to know.

By the time I wrote this, I guess he's in Gramedia Atmo. Tonight he's gonna on air in Trijaya FM at 7 pm, and Smart FM at 9 pm.

Too bad that I have no chance to meet him. I have a lot of things to do today, things that I cannot abandon. Honestly, I wanna see him. It's been a while since the 1st time I saw him. But I think that's fine with him.

Anyway, I have a lil problem in Literature. When I have to analyze a story, somehow I cannot find the right theme. Stupid, eh? It happen to me all the time. I think I won't do well in Literature. Whoaaa...
Also with my Structure Grammar mid-test, I think I'm gonna hand bad score... What's wrong with me. I can't be like this. There's no other way, then. I have to study HARDER...

weird

This week is gonna be a busy week for me. Why? Because, I have to hand in all assignment to my lecturers within this week. All of them. And that make me quiet dizzy. Up to this day, none of them has been finished.

Here are the assignment:
Monday: Structure Grammar.
Status: hasn't been touched.

Tuesday:
1. Bahasa Indonesia.
Status: I'm working on it.
2. Speaking.
Status: hasn't been touched.

Wednesday: Vocabulary Building.
Status: just few to be done.

Thursday: Introduction to Literature.
Status: just few to be done.

How can I get a beautiful sleep if I owe a lot of assignment that hasn't been paid? I don't even feel tired. And that's odd. How can someone who get lack of sleep doesn't feel tired, let alone she/he has to accomplish her/his assignment. Isn't that weird?

*totally sleepy*

MotoGP 2009 is on the race. The first race held in Losail, Qatar, Sunday evening local time. And that iritate me so much.

Why?
Because I woke up at 2 a.m today just want to watch the race. BUT what did I get? The race had been canceled due to weather condition. It was a heavy rain in Qatar, so MotoGP officials had to canceled the race.

The good news is the officials decided to run the race this evening, 9 p.m local time. It means that I have to stay up late (again) tonight.

I think I'm gonna get headache.

another untittled posting

*trying to take a nap*

I really had bad sleep lately. Although I felt so tired and so sleepy, when I laid down my body on bed it's hard for me to felt asleep.

Too bad that my homework help me out *so pity, eh*, since I have plenty. What a poor girl Wiwiengurl is..

Happy Easter...

is it about satisfaction?

Did you watch Termehek-mehek?
Gosh, this episode was crazy.

Imagine yourself, in a reality show and trying to find your husband whom left you for a month and wanted to divorce you. When you finally found him, you asked him why did he do that to you. And your husband yelled at you and said "... cos you can't satisfy me"

Oh, God, what kind of man is he? He left his wife and had slept many girls just to find someone who can give him satisfaction? Does he has a brain in his bloody head?

And I feel more digusting when his current GF proudly said to his wife "...he chose me cos I can satisfy him" What the hell.. what make you so proud, girl?
You know what? You're so pathetic. Let me tell you something, he'll leave you right after he found another girl who can give him a real satisfaction. Just like what he did to his wife. A guy like him will never stop his adventure.

I totally agree with his XGF whom suggested his wife to slice his f**kin' d**k.

Something for the husband,
GUA DOAIN LO KENA PENYAKIT KELAMIN DAN MATI KARENA AIDS. You're f**kin' bastard.

*watching Bollywood movie*

Hahaha...
It's been a long time since my last time watched the Indian movies. And tonight, when I gave up after did something wrong with my twenty-page-paper task in hand-writing, *damn* I turned on tv in my room, just to refreshed my mind. And what did I get? A bollywood movie is playing on TPI.

I remember a few years ago when all the movies played on tv are Indian movie. Each channel competed to air the best bollywood. And I was one of the bollywood freak. I can't believe that I was a big fan of Shahrukh Khan *lol*

I still remember how I spent 3 hours sat in front of tv and enjoyed the movie on screen, while the artist was singing and dancing. What a time...

fear itself...

*ngantuk berat*

Gara-gara keinget mulu sama adegan bayangan hitam di Termehek-mehek sore tadi, asli semalem saya bener-bener gak bisa tidur. Padahal udah berdoa dan gak matiin lampu, tapi tetep aja gak bisa bobo *betapa iman seorang Wiwiengurl masih sangat lemah*

Pernah nyadar gak sih, di kala kita merasa takut, indra kita bekerja seratus kali lebih tajam. Mata kita bisa melihat lebih terang dalam gelap, dan telinga kita bisa mendengar suara-suara yg berada di ruangan atau tempat lain.

Well, setidaknya itu yg selalu saya rasakan ketika saya merasa takut. Mata jadi bisa lebih jeli melihat apa yg ada di sekeliling saya. Malah saya bisa membaca tulisan yg menjadi judul buku-buku yg tergeletak di meja belajar saya. Saya juga bisa mendengar tarikan nafas papa saya yg sedang tidur, padahal kamar kita cukup jauh. Dan saya tau itu tarikan nafas beliau. Belum lagi suara-suara orang yang lagi chatting entah di rumah tetangga yg mana. Suara-suara mesin motor & mobil yg sangat jauh, suara kodok, jangkrik, dsb.

Karena sudah kadung ketakutan, walaupun sudah berdoa berkali-kali, solusi yg ditawarkan otak saya adalah mencoba tidur dengan lampu menyala dan membungkam suara-suara yg tertangkap telinga saya dengan headset. Ya, saya mendengarkan apa saya yg bisa dilakukan MP3 saya untuk mengurangi rasa takut.

Saya gak tau kapan akhirnya saya berhasil tidur, tapi saya ingat terakhir kali saya melirik jam dinding sekitar pukul 1.25. What a night.

Muncul pertanyaan, apa yg sebenarnya saya takutkan?
Jawabannya adalah ketakutan itu sendiri.

untittle...

*di kampus*

Lagi-lagi nungguin dosen. Tiada hari tanpa nungguin dosen di kampus ini. Capek ya...

Tadi baca koran pagi di kantor. Ada berita tentang beberapa rumah sakit di Palembang udah nyiapin layanan ekstra untuk para caleg pasca pemilu nanti. Layanannya adalah layanan psikiatris. Sebelumnya di tv saya juga sempet nonton tayangan berita tentang hal yg sama di kota-kota lain di Indonesia. What a news.

Ternyata tim medis sangat aware tentang bahaya laten pasca pemilu 9 April nanti. Tentunya dengan meningkatnya jumlah orang yg stres, kebutuhan akan jasa psikiatris akan melonjak ke angka yg cukup signifikan.

Tentunya persiapan ini bukannya tanpa alasan. Harap diingat bahwa setelah pilkada beberapa waktu lalu, banyak sekali orang-orang yg mencalonkan diri menjadi calon pemimpin daerah yg menjadi penghuni rumah sakit jiwa karena kalah pada pemungutan suara.

Yg jadi pertanyaan saya adalah, kalo udah ketahuan banyak yg jadi stres karena kalah suara, ngapain juga masih aja rame-rame jadi caleg. Mending juga kayak saya, nyantai.